Article 3<\/a><\/p>\nHere is the deal.\u00a0 I read the symptoms and I have them all.\u00a0 No bullshit and no attempt at getting others to feel bad.\u00a0 On top of that there was one article that listed the behaviors and techniques that abusive people use and boom, it was a list that described my abusers to a tee.\u00a0 The point is that I now know you have been abusing me for twenty years.\u00a0 I have seen the result of that abuse in a list and now I have a target of the crap I have to fix because of you.<\/p>\n
The real question is how do I rank all that negative that you imposed on me over the last twenty years to the roof, bed and food that I have had over the last twenty years.\u00a0 I ate well and slept alright but you perpetually gas lighted me(I just learned that term from one of the articles).\u00a0 You helped me when I was insane but you drove me insane to entertain yourselves.\u00a0 You threatened my life and spit in my face and threatened me with all kinds of violence but you took me on vacations.\u00a0 You made me unemployable but you covered my expenses while doing it.<\/p>\n
I guess I just don’t know how I should feel about that.\u00a0 Do the scales balance and I am just whining or am I actually a victim of twenty years of abuse?\u00a0 I still haven’t figured that out but I know that inside, I am the damned poster child of an excessively abused human being regardless if I am that way because I am a weak human or because you guys are severely abusive people.<\/p>\n
I think the best way to proceed with this is to create subcategories for each item in the article and first look at how it was done to me and second look at what I can try to do to correct it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Now I may be reading things wrong but I figured I would look into the effects of long term emotional and psychological abuse.\u00a0 I found the following three articles and I will share them in case anyone stumbles over this and feels that they are having the same problems. Article 1 Article 2 Article 3 … <\/p>\n
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