Category: threats

I don’t know if I should categorize these things the traffic does as threats or not.  On my way into the house a big guy who was installing windows said I was a P***Y.  I think that is really all you need to know about the word.  However due to his approach and size, it made me nervous for a bit and got my adrenaline pumping.

The other incident was yesterday and that was when some guy that I have never seen came up to me in the store and whispered “Die” in my ear.  I didn’t get the adrenaline boost from that one for some reason.

Now although both interactions were quite abusive and intended to cause me some kind of duress, I don’t know if it is fair to categorize those as threats or just expressions designed to make me feel bad.

After twenty years of abusive nature from the traffic, I know it is quite capable of far more threatening behavior and it has certainly been a great deal more aggressive.  I think the abusive nature should be classified as threats unlike the shouts of “ewe” that I have been hearing everywhere I walked this morning.  Those are just too childish to be threatening even though it does seem a foolish way to pass the time.

These have diminished a bit of late but they certainly have been a big part of my life over the years.  That is the thing.  The traffic does half the abuse and the non traffic does the other half.  Since the two seem to never combine, I am not sure if they even know they are fitting the very definition of being abusive.

I have been spit on on and been told how badly people want to punch my face inside out, broken arms or broken legs and even the occasionally the threat of death.  The point is their existence is a prevalent part of life for me.

There really isn’t a lot to discuss on this topic because we all know what threats are and really all you need to know is the prevalence of them to be faced with the one truth that is undeniable.  The traffic has been abusing me for at least two decades now while pretending to be oh so great and noble.

I guess I didn’t want to admit it but I have always known.  I find it laughable that the traffic has the nerve to lecture me while engaging in this behavior.